I GIVE!!!

I give God. I surrender. Take me, all of me, the deepest parts of me. Burn away the loneliness. Fill the hole that will be left. Rip the lies from their very roots. Replace them with truth. Wipe the slate clean, forget all the mistakes made. Give me strength to continue, to move on. Forward walking with You. Help me to put the past behind me, help me to look only to the future, carrying the lessons of the past, but help me to leave the pain.

This is my prayer, I have come to a place where I just can’t get over myself, I need God to help me. I know that for so long He has been waiting for me to come, to ask, He has been waiting. Now I see my wrong, I am ready to turn to Him, it is time for complete surrender. To be honest, I am not sure how to get there, but I am screaming inside for it. Lord honor my step towards you, I am running, are your arms open wide to receive me?

God I give, I surrender completely, wholly to You. I want this all to go away, to be over with, and I never want to be in this place again.

Why is it so easy to become un-surrendered? To return to the things that are comfortable? Why do I long for such comforts, things that I know are not pleasing to the Lord?

God I give. I surrender.