Christmas Day

The highly over rated, excuss to spend more money than you have has finally arrived. I don't really have much to say, other than most of my "festivies" are over now, one more apperance to make with the whole family, then I am free just to hang out with my friends, (which I have not seen enough of latly). This time of year does get me thinking though. I realized that this has been a tough year, and with a new one coming, it is time for things to change. What is it about a new year, that makes us think that we can spend one night partying, wake up the next day, and start a new, a fresh, make changes in our lives. Lots of people make "new years resolutions", and within weeks, we are back to where we started, feeling like a failure now. This is why I do not make "New Years Resolutions". I know that things have to change in my life, and I am kinda wishing that I could wake up in a week, and know that things will be different and that it "just happened", but I will have to put in the hard work, effort, blood, sweat and tears, to make the changes happen in my life. Anyways just what I have been thinking about this morning. I am looking forward to returning back to the safety of home, just one more day.