FLuId

It seems that my life has been like fluid these last few months. It has been ebbing and flowing, like the oceans tides, changing on some days by the minute. So much to do, so many decisions to make. At times I have felt like the ocean of life has been slamming me up against giant rocks, I have tried to grab on, but have failed, and slipped back into the churning of the ocean, other times I have just been riding the waves. It is a little scary to say, but the think I am coming out of it. Scary because every time I think that, I find myself caught in the whirlpool once again. Well I have finally moved, I have lived in this community for 5 years now, and am striking out on my own (another step in growing up). I am blessed to live with 3 wonderful friends, who share the same passions as me, and have also lived in this community, we have found a cute little apartment. Housing has been a huge issue for me the last couple months, but God has opened the doors, and just in time too, I am so grateful, I just had to wait patiently.

Tomorrow I head off to New Mexico for the North American Leaders conference. I am very excited for this time, not only do I get a change of scenery, but I have been working hard with the team to plan and prepare for this time. I am very excited for what God has in store for this time. Our theme is a tornado, which represents God, He is not always safe, but He is always good. I feel like my life has been a tornado these last few months. This conference will not be like any other in history!!!! I am hoping to get some answers, I am hoping for some new perspective, I am hoping to find some new opportunities, and well, I am needing a revelation of God, like I have never had before, and I am needing to surrender yet again, to let Him, break me and make me what He has intended. Its weird, I have noticed that the things I turn too for comfort, don’t really bring me comfort anymore, but I am trying to find it there. I have to let everything go, and let God, when I finally get that, and do it, maybe the churning of the ocean will cease. Hopefully there will be some things to update while I am gone, or when I come back.