Randomness

It occurred to me today, actually while listening to a song this morning, that I can walk away from God, but He never walks away from me, which means that He is still there, even when I am choosing to not acknowledge Him. I guess this is part of the free-will He has given us, but I think that is the wrong use of it.

Also reminded today of how God was faithful to me last year. We had to share with someone, and at first I panicked, and was trying to figure out how to escape the situation, because I thought “God was not faithful to me last year:” Then I realized HE WAS!!!! So opportunity 653 for God to prove Himself to me, you would think that I would have learned by now, but obviously have not. Does He ever get tired of it? Why do I need it so much. A lesson that has not yet been learned is finding God in the midst of the storm, that is when I always want to run away, maybe that is what I am suppose to be learning right now.

Hooray for 24 and Jack, I love the show, and am so glad that it is back on, but I can’t believe that I have to wait another week to see what happens. Add that to my list of addictions, the internet, My Space, blogging, sudoku, music, and 24!!!!!!!!

So I am in the process of cleaning and organizing my life, first because I actually have time, second it needs to be done, third I can’t change the world if I can’t clean my room, and fourth I need to be organized to take on these two new projects. I know I “talk” about it a lot, but it is a lot of work for me, I hope to get to a place where it is no longer a task that takes discipline, but something that happens naturally.